Becoming God Read online

  He gave me a set of clothes and said, “Wear it.”

  I asked him, “Why?”

  He said, “It will protect you from the heat and cold that you will experience in this hot globe. This is not a place for humans to survive, but with this suit, you will be able to tolerate it.”

  Then I asked him, “Where is the cold? I can only feel heat.”

  He said, “Well, you will also see something that no one knows on earth. The core of the sun is very cold. I have already induced the required energy within you that will help your body get adapted to this temperature in some time. Your body uses a similar mechanism to help itself to survive on earth. We will make a full circle around the sun, and then we will get inside the core where Vardan is located.”

  As time passed, I got flashbacks of things that were not known to me earlier. I had in my brain the knowledge that would cost billions of dollars on earth. He didn’t only give me the knowledge about this galaxy; he also gave me the super sight that made my vision superior.

  By now, I literally knew everything about the origin of the earth and our galaxy. I was enriched with all the knowledge scientists were trying to figure out for many years. I knew many things that don’t even exist according to the people on earth. This gave me the understanding that these people were quite advanced in terms of knowledge and a little belief in Zanam. We went past the sun’s upper layer and then got into the core, and in a while, we entered a sphere inside the core of the sun, made out of ice.

  He said, “The time has come to go now. We have reached Vardan.” While walking down, he continued, “As we have arrived at our destination, I must tell you all the things that you need to know, starting from me. I am the servant to great powers. I am a helper and soldier who does all the things commanded by our creators. I was here since inception, from the time we created the sun and other planets and putting every soul on earth. I was assigned with every task, and you used to be my subordinate.”

  I said, “You created this galaxy. Who are your masters?”

  He said, “Yes, we did, and you will meet them soon. They are the creators and protectors of our galaxy. Everything that has been and will be, was and will be formed by them. They are the greatest power for everyone in this galaxy.”

  I was amazed at what he said, but then I had flashbacks that approved what he was saying. I was also excited to meet such great powers who created this world. But there was a little doubt, as he might be telling me lies, considering my situation and considering their technological advancement.

  This place was so calm and pleasant that any soul would be attached to it in just seconds. My inner self was so comfortable here, and there was no trace of worry in me. I was calm and happy. I didn’t know what was in this place, but I did not feel like not leaving this anytime soon.

  Though we were inside the sun’s core, it was surprisingly cold. The centre of the sun was a solid ice structure, and within that, Vardan was located. There was ice all over it and a layer of fire above it. I had never experienced such a place ever, as both ice and fire contrast each other.

  It was not very big. All I could see until now was three tombs located near each other. All were connected to each other from the top, as if some kind of energy was flowing and connecting each one of them.

  He asked me to follow him to the first tomb, which was a little bigger than the other two. As I entered the first tomb, I started getting a few flashbacks from the past. I remembered the time I was a child, and I used to play around these tombs. I remembered the green area located behind the tomb where we used to have prayers and lessons all day.

  The way inside was approximately 10-metres-long and it was full of trees and beautiful flowers. I could see different types of flowers in green and red, which I had never seen before. As we approached, I heard a strange sound. But as I went closer, I got it. It was the sound of our creator in deep meditation.

  As I reached the main room, I saw three people sitting in three different corners, and some kind of energy was being transferred from them to the globe kept in the middle of all three.

  The energy was transferred from all three to the globe, and further, from the globe to the top of the tomb. These energies were transmitted in three different colours—green, white, and black.

  He said, “Let me introduce you to the creators of this galaxy. All three are responsible for making life go on in this galaxy and on earth. The one who is transmitting the white and pure energy is known as Zenith. The one sitting next to him and transmitting green energy is Wakht, and the other is Kari. Zenith is the father and originator of this galaxy. He was the one who came here and built everything. Wakth and Kari are his creations, and we all are his creations too.”

  Chambers of Life

  After some time, Zenith opened his eyes and looked at me. He was so calm and peaceful that I could figure it out looking at his face. His face was so attractive and full of positive energy that you could keep looking at him for years, and you would not need anything else in this world to make you happy and contented. He was like a glass of miraculous water that could give you peace for life. It felt like he was all I needed to live in this world.

  I couldn’t take my eyes off him for a while, until he came near me. I bowed to him by way of showing my respect for a person who had created this world and me.

  Zenith said, “Welcome home, child. It’s been a while. I’ve been waiting to see you. You were born to serve us, but as time demanded it, we had to send you for another task.”

  I simply greeted him with respect and folded my hands in front of him. “Can you tell me more about me, and why I am not here and on earth?”

  He came closer and placed his hand on my shoulders. “You were born in Vardan. We saw you grow here and receive your teaching from Zanam. Zanam is the one who taught you everything and now got you back here.”

  I looked behind. He stood there with his eyes lowered.

  He said, “He said there is a greater power to me called Samasth who owns a big part of this universe. She created me and ninety-nine other fellows. We were taught and destined to plan our own galaxies over a period. We all completed our studies and were assigned different areas of this universe to plan our creations. We all did create our galaxies based on the knowledge we received from our master and our own creativity. There was a huge amount of energy distributed to all of us to create our worlds. We were all fair and good to each other.

  We all had the same goal in mind—to create our own galaxies with something different in them. We were all meant to show our creations to the creator for his examination. Only five of the galaxies out of 100 would run forever after selection. Therefore, we all did our best, and the time came for the creator to take the last call.

  After a couple of examinations, four others and I sustained and played this game for a long time. The rest had to give away their remaining energy, part of which was equally distributed among the five of us to go further. Well, I created the sun and the people of Vardan, and they helped me create the whole of galaxy and earth. I am the vision and they are the followers.

  Now, as we had already created our creations and were running our galaxies successfully, there came a particular time when my creator visited each galaxy to supervise and see which one was faring better. As a reward, the best one would receive extra energy for more growth and development.

  Somehow, the earth was the most beautiful and promising among all other galaxies. The earth turned out to be a diamond among all creations. I personally designed it with my ideas. Since then, I have been receiving the reward from Samasth every time she pays a visit. Well, until the last time. Now when one of the five receives the extra energy as a reward, the other four have to lose the same amount to balance the overall component in the universe.

  When others saw the earth, they became envious of us. Over the years, we have been growing stronger and more powerful. Our counterparts started to look for ways they could bring us down. They came to earth to examine it
and find the loops. They found that the people on earth were vulnerable and could be changed. They also saw that because of a lot of positive energy, we were growing fast. So they started to convert people from positive to negative, resulting in what is currently happening on earth. They started to invade the negative elements in our society to create an imbalance in the proportion of positivity and negativity.”

  He looked at me and asked if I had any questions. Well, I was full of questions, but I preferred not to ask any yet.

  He said, “This universe is a lot bigger than you think—it can accommodate millions of galaxies like ours, and there is no end to it. Samasth was responsible for making new galaxies in his part of the universe like his peers. Everyone in this world and universe has a task to do and they are examined based on their work and actions. Everyone is responsible for his or her own deeds and actions.”

  Finally, I got some courage to ask, “Why can’t you control what is not right and make a change in people who are leading us to negativity?”

  He said, “I don’t want to do that. When I created earth, I created freedom for everyone. My creator taught me the same mechanism. He let us do what we wanted to get the best out of us. I created humans with all the necessary things they needed to survive. My creation of humans was different from others. I did not merely give them brains to make decisions but also gave them emotions, feelings, and power to self-realise so that everyone can make their own decisions, which will lead them to a certain destiny. Everyone has something unique in him or her.

  Humans had emotions unlike the people from other galaxies who only had brain. That was the edge that I introduced in them and the reason my master was impressed with me. However, there are pro and corns in every creation.

  The pros were that humans realised themselves and grew at good speed. They further created things for themselves. They lived in love and helped each other.

  The cons were that they became vulnerable as anyone could change their perception and the way they thought. The emotional factor sometimes gets to their brain in making decisions. That’s what our enemies used to make human against each other. Now it has crossed all limits, and if things don’t work out soon, the earth will be destroyed.”

  I said, “You say you don’t control them, so why do they believe in super powers that exist in our world?”

  He said, “I gave them belief and hope to live, but as the negative energies took them over, their beliefs got weaker and their hopes were destroyed. That’s when humans found another way to survive. They started to believe in something that was stronger than they were, these were the super humans with high self-belief and hope to make a difference. They were the people who helped this world get through all the negativity and helped to fight against negativity. These people were sent to earth for the same reason you are, but the time is different and circumstances too.”

  I said, “What do you want from me. Why did you send me to earth?”

  He said, “Well, that’s the important part in all. As I said, other galaxies turned against us. Now the only way to self-destruct earth was to create more of negativity, which can overpower positivity, and in the end, people living on earth become the reason for their own destruction. This way, they will not be even blamed for it. Initially, we tried to counter it with the help of super humans. We also cleaned the whole negativity once by flooding the earth, thinking that would be the end of it, but that was not the end.

  We then realised that they had figured many other loopholes in the earth and no matter how many times we collect the positive people and destroy the negative ones, it will regain its power and create the negativity again. After many councils and discussions with my fellows, we thought we needed to think the way they did. It’s hard to analyse and see minute details going on on earth as we designed it to grow on its own.

  We found that to correct it, we had to know the ground realities and that was only be possible if someone were born on earth and lived a normal human life. And you were the chosen one.”

  After listening to this, I felt glad that I was chosen to perform this task, but at the same time, many questions arose in my brain. Typical human mind. So I said, “I am glad to be a part of it and thank you for trusting in me and giving me this opportunity. But I am just a normal human. How would I help in this scenario? I am not even a super human.”

  He said, “That’s what you have to learn. Humans are not as weak as you think. They also have a lot of energy in them that can turn things around. Maybe as a human, you never realised that, but you may have realised it in one such incident very recently.”

  He said, “I have to go back to my prayers. The rest will be conveyed to you by Zanam.”

  He put his hand on my head and said something. Then he went back to his place and got lost in his own world.

  Zanam said, “Let’s walk, as I want to walk you through other chambers too. So by now, you have got a brief idea of what we planned and why you were born on earth.”

  I said, “Yes, I have, but I am not sure how to deliver it.”

  He said, “Don’t worry, that’s the best part of being exposed to new opportunities. You have to work out the best way to do it. Like our master Zenith did by making the earth the best creation among all the others. We see that our enemies have found many loopholes that humans have and they are using them to create negativity. It started with the ego first, when humans had a war against other creations called animals.

  They destroyed almost everyone who came in their way and started eating them to prove their superiority. They couldn’t tolerate the fact that someone could be better than them. They started a war of self-respect and dignity against the ones who were already not superior to them in terms of race. They destroyed nature to ease themselves. Humans have started to visualise their destruction, and as they grow, their belief will only become stronger, and that will take them to the end.

  Humans see what they believe in. Their vision created the images that were designed by their sensory organs, but humans have lost control over their sensory organs. Everything that they see is based on the information they collect from their noses, ears, tongues, and touch. Their brain takes the signal and then converts that for them. Now if I create a false sense, they will react accordingly.

  That’s why they are influenced by other strong personalities and work in accordance with them. Not all of these strong personalities are positive in nature. Some of them are taking them to destruction. They are just getting weaker every day and year.

  This whole shift made a large change. Somehow, due to a sudden change, the positive energy started getting converted into negative energy. As they were weak, everything became impossible for them to achieve. They started saying they couldn’t before they could realised that they could do something.

  Now the time came when the percentage of negative energy was higher than the positive energy on earth. Therefore, when our enemies noticed the change over time, they nurtured it over the years. As a result, we stopped getting the award of positive energy. Over the years, we accumulated so much positive energy that we have been able to survive until now, but now we are losing it to them in the same manner they did earlier.

  As we are losing, they are gaining and becoming stronger. Now all four are against us—we are alone in this war against them. If this persists for some more time, we will lose everything including earth.

  We are already at the threshold where negative and positive is just being balanced by Wakth and Kari. If we lose this time, the proportion of negative to positive energy will widen, such that we will not be able to win, and the only thing remaining would be destruction.

  That day will be the end of the creations we have all worked on. After a lot of discussion and as a precaution, we have made you overcome this challenge. We don’t know yet how this will work, but everyone here including me believes in you. If the earth is gone, we will also be gone soon. It is a task of high stakes and everyone is betting on you. I know you have several q
uestions, but not all will be answered today as you need to find the answers yourself with time.”

  I asked him, “How will I do it? How do I know what is the way forward?”

  He said, “All these years on earth, you have only been learning and observing things that will help you now. The experience you have gained is valuable. That will drive you to the next step. Humans derive inspiration and hope from their experiences. You have to find an inspiration for yourself too.

  You have seen many examples in your lifespan. You need to derive inspiration from them and start believing in yourself more than anyone in this world believes in you. When your belief is so strong that no one can change it, that’s the time humans will also start believing in you, and that’s the time you have to shift them from negative to positive.

  I also wanted to tell you as you will start working on change, you will face several challenges within. Once you overcome them, you have to face challenges from the outside. None of our enemies will accept the fact that we are recovering and becoming stronger. So as they sense it, they will create more trouble to prevent you from succeeding. When they see that all their planning and efforts over the years have gone to waste, they may cross their limits. They may even come together for a war against us.”

  I said, “Let’s assume I am able to compete with them on earth and make a change. How will I help in case they start a war with us?”

  He said, “We also thought of this much earlier. You are the creation of this world. So you are much stronger than humans. One soul here is equal to one million human souls. That’s why we are much stronger than humans with a lot of energy.”

  I said, “That means I am that strong now.”